I had a dream last night regarding my calling. It has been an ongoing tension most of my adult life. Here are single sentences that summarize times of my walk. 1982 - I am called by God and I am invincible. 1985 - I am called by God and I have a hope for future ministry. 1990 - I am called by God but I am not able to fulfill it now. 1992 - I have a call but how can I fulfill it? 1995 - I have a call and I will prepare for it. 2005 - I am cursed with a call that I am not able to fulfill. 2011 - I am called by God.